"Sometimes you make choices in life and sometimes choices make you. Sometimes you don't have a choice in the matter." I whisper. I sound so young and vulnerable. I saw the tears rolling down his cheeks. And it damn near tore my heart out. If he is crying, it will kill me. I'd never expected to fall in love. Either way you win. And either way you lose. Love's a fool. If you get in, the choice is already made, isn't it?"|
Unlike most people, she has a strong—at times destructive—independent streak. Routine tasks are frustrating and often impossible to complete, unless she has created them for herself. There are times when she is under substantial stress and anxiety. This is caused by the unshakable feeling that she is not fully in control of her own life. She is presently contemplating the possibility of escape.
However, when she is in control, she is capable and even excited to make difficult decisions. This occasionally leaves her feeling isolated or alone. She is willing to make this trade-off, if it means being in charge of her own life. The darker emotions inside her — those underlying urges that all humans have — are very strong. And yet, she has the ability to harness that energy to achieve her goals. This makes her unique among all.